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Illusions

2005-02-23T21:28:00.000-07:00

" Illusion never changed into something real" -Torn by Natalie Imburglia

my heart just seems to be indestructable... it shatters over and over again but some how in the end its still there. but today i realized something very important. I'm fgree its my life and no one controls me at all... i can leave anytime i like and it's up to me wheater or not i enjoy my life. the world is vast... and in reality this one Earth is home to manny worlds all under the same sky.. and so i've decided that i will leave one day ... and soon. to find my answers and myselfe.

YAWWWWWNN

2004-10-04T23:10:00.000-06:00

.......mmmm..... mmmhmmmmnnaammm... no nummie.....waa...hhmm....mmmmmnuuummnnununu num num num....nimer...nimimmmimiiii...nimimimii.... nnnn....mmm...muh....muhn

Trasnlation :
It's 11:13 at night..I'm teired and hungry... School tomorow waaaah! * cries* but one goood thing only 2 days left cause of teacher inservice...hmmm anyhooo i'm going to bed
-nite
-Smilee

WOW!

2004-10-01T20:40:00.000-06:00

Hey,
It's been a while.. lol not like anyone reads this ... anyhooo i'm just now getting over being sick....little tip when ur sick don't keep working...lol i just had soooo much to do with school and all i couldn't let being sick get in the way but it made me feel awfull and it dragged on for such a long time next time i'm takin the sick day.... anyhoooo yeah my Homwcoming is coming up...i wanna go.... hmmm but i've got a few probs...A) my botfriend doesn't want to go B) my friend who likes me dosen't seem to get the whole i'm not avaliahle thing and asked me...but thats just awkward C) J is even worse than him ...and D) i cannnt go alone!
But other than that thingsd are ok i've got a 100% in my Buisness Law class whoo hooo and i'm creating a new awsome tapestry in art with a techinque called inking its a process of dying clooth while using wax. It's a pic of a mermaid rideing a unicorn whle its rearing up ...really ganna be awsome i think!!!!! ok well i've got things to do soo chow!

Hey what up peeps?

2004-09-06T19:02:00.000-06:00

uuuuu... sorry i havent written in like 3 weeks ^.^ I just didn't have the chance I've been so insainly bussy with things... Oh I have another Job interviw tomorow YAY! ^.^ OOOOH I hope i get it! that would be so entirely AWSOME! I'd be a secretary...i think or a receptionist diff name same job lol OOOk well I'v gaata check my e-mail and send e-mails to like 9 people really a big deal when ur like me and right 10 pages per person... lol well-chow-

Hi

2004-08-20T21:41:00.000-06:00

Hey well sorry i havent poted in like a week things really have been hecktic I think i left off riiiight before Phan. kicked in so I'll bring ya all up to speed.
OK. I went to Phandamonium...sp? oh well no one cares but anyhoo i went there LATE saterday evening. I chatted with N.D.P Comics. There a big American Manga companny and school based in Seatle thats run by two sisters. OK So I chatted with them and everything was GRRRREAT! They really really liked my manga AHHHHHHH!!! I STILL CANT GET OVER THAT AHHHHHH! It was a photo coppy of my originals which were a liiitle sloppy cause ( little secret) I spent all that morning and afternoon fixxing it i e typing up the text and cutting and pasteing it into liiilte bubbles. ALL BY HAND.... which is also how said ink incident occured...oi.. anyhoo they told me my inking was a llliiiiiitle rough ( A litle as in very) but i explained that it reallly was just a rough kinda sort of final draft. They REALLY dont want me to do my first issue over again but I will cause I KNOW i can make it better. But once is SOOO enough. ( lazy) I'm not ganna change any story or layout just inking. same poses.. all that yada yada. SO after she critiqued my art she said she'd read it that night and get back to me in the morning. er afternoon as it was OH by she I mean Danelle.. PLEEESE let that be spelled right......... GOD i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO bad at spelling ( Thus the typed text lol) anyhoo I had to wait till the next day ERRRRRRRRRRRR...GRRRRRRR.... uuuuugh ok so next day I woke up my friend and we tottled over she said she was sceptical cause usually someone has good art but sucky conversation or visa versa but she realllly liked mine she said I had good flo and the speech sounded normal. Two conversations stood out for her the first one was the one that goes like this.
Hikazu: " Hell No!"
guy ( STILL havent thought of a name for him... any suggestions?)
anyhoo Guy: Says: " Why?" thinks " Why is that her answer for EVERYTHING?"

and second conversation
guy : " You're really very rude you know that?"
Hikazu: " Uuuuuuu I'm rude? You kidnap ME and take my cloths andI"M the rude one?"
she liked those and some other parts but i dont wanna give out tooo much storyline juuust yet.
ok ok So they want 3 issus. by the next time i see them. they also would like me to go to Sakura con in Seatle in April .. YAY! this is how she put it Giant Con 4,ooo people attending !!!! WOW!! ok for some ppl thats nothing but i'm used to about 30 or 40 ppl max at a con here. sooooo WOW! I'd sooooo get lost. I'm pretty sure I'm going....but not totally sure yet. Ok so thats it for that.. um I also won a cup and she gave me a book about Vampires....oooo Creeeeepy...but nice art just creeeepy art. ok after that OH! I almost forgot!!! My cousin Martha came to visit!!!! YAY YAY YAY!! SHES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL and she hellped SOO much with the text glueing.... so I'm dedicateing one of my issues to her. If Diamond likes me... BIG IF .. ooo I'm scarrred!!!
Ok OkOk next... ummmmmmmmmm OH HELL is comeing. Also known as School. UUUGH in two days 2 TWO! TWO FRIGGGING DAYS! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah I'm NOT thrilled EXCEPT! i'll be in school while my brother Brian Visits.. YAY! its not that hes that bad of a guy its just we've NEVER gotton along not EVER .. I really think he hates me.... Oh wellLife goes ON! OUCH!!! awwwwwwww Overtype!!!! I dont really know how to fix that... so i'll just pray I dont screw up cause if I do ur stuck withthe typo overtype is just to friiiging weird and hard to deal with.. oh about that ouch well i was in Martial Arts yester day and i was kneeing and ooooooow i hit that little bone in the wrist right on my kneee in that little spot just right of the bone where theres no bone there oh itas on my left knee by the way.. lol sooo because of that i cpuldn't do Kali WAAAAAAAAA!!! * TEARS* I LOVE martial arts ALL kinds but I'm reallly getting the hang of Kali. OH by the way I practice Jeet Kune Do if you were wondering. SOOO now I have to wake up bright and early tmorow to go to Kali in the morining I think its at 10:00 but not sure.... And did I mention the Torture chamber some ppl refer to as school???? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'll be a senior with lots of fun classes but still AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and ARRRRRRRRRRGH OH LOL speaking of ARGH I saw Dodgeball a couple nights ago LOLOLOLO its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO friiiging funny. i recoment EVERYONE to go see it. UUUM I saw Bruse Lee's Enter the Dragon for the first time last night oooooo it was sooooooooooooooooooooooo cooool !!!!! Thats the only Bruce Lee movie I've ever seen beleive it or not.... And the guy with the hand lololololo or should I say withought the hand hahahaha ahhh OH I think I;'m goiung to shooot my PS2 I wanted SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO damn badly to play Devel may cry 2 BUT it wouldn't play... stupid thing. But I did FINALLLY beat Tales of Destiny Two YAY YAY YAY!!! That game is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMMMN COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLL NAMCO I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was sweeeet I HIGHLY HIGHLY HIGHLY recomend playing that that one and Primal for PS2 OH ToD2 is a playstation 1 game. FYI Primal is sooo friiging AWSOME!! Its about this girl Jen who can transform into different deamon forms and she kicks ass with different attacks and weapons in each. You can freely transform betwwen the forms and her humanity at will once she has them. Screes cool toooo AWWWW lets seee I'll try and put up a link for that Game and Tales of DEstiny 2 too Oh and TOD was sooo awsome that they made it into an Anime HA! Isint that SWEET its originally called tales of Phantasia I think... ill find a site for that too. The main vharacters are
Reid ( boy)
Farah ( girl)
Keel ( boy)
and meredy ( girl)
Ok this one starts out as Reid going throug the forest to find Farah there childhood friends... must have been in the first one... oh well anyhooo they are up in this tower looking at Celestia and Celestia is an upside down world hanging in the sky!! COOL sooo down from Celestia comes a ship. The run to the site and find Meredy there they really dont put two and two togetter until a liiitle while into the story mostly cause shees sooo cute and everyone thinks Celestions are evil huge monsters that eat ppl. Ok well she stars speaking a bizar language. And some freakky gfuy comes after her. so they er youi fight the freakky guy and ger kiked out of the village by the villedge head dude. So they arte trying to take Meredy somewhere safe but they cant understand her soo thaey take her to see another childhood friend Keel. Hes a SMART schollor and Cramel mage! so they think he can understand her. Anyhooo some things happen and Keel decides that shes a Craymel Mage cause she speaks the Melnics language. Wich is the langusage sspoken to use the Craymel arts. So he can speak a l;iiitle but nhot enough So they decide to go to Keels tutor Professor Mazet WEL yada yada stuff happens fight some freeeky ppl and u find profesor Mazet now he gives them these tjings called ORZ earings that allow the friends to comunicate with meredy. Now it gets interesting turns out Meredy is a Celestian and she came rto Inferia to collect the greater craymels so she can combine them with the craymels of Celestia and stop the grand fall. Whats the grand fall? well remember how celestia is above inferia? well the two weorlds are seperated by this thing called the Orbis Barrior. And the Grand Fall is shrinking the Barrior ultimatly the barior will deteriorate and the two worlds will collide!!!!!!!!! WOW so thats what ya gatta do colect the greater Cramels Fight TONS of FRIGGING BAD ASS BAD guys Solve Puzzels and Go through the Seyfert Trials!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And just maybe pull off the difficult task of saveing the two worlds.!!!!! OH and this one is 3 discs long real time battle no turn takeing AWSOME art and BEAUTIFUL graphics and the character TALK! Imagine Final fantassy with No tyrns talking ppl and ummm well the rest is a surprize!!
Ok soo now Primal I'll try to keep this one shorter OK Jen.. Shes attacked! in a night club allly way by some huge thing! Shes found later and taken to a hospital the doctar says she has maybe a 50% chance of living.. theyu found her boyfriend a few blocks away hes in bad shape real bad shape. Ok soo now thjis little imp walk in the room and hold his hgands infront of jen say ahhhhhhh and oooooooooo as golden sparks fly the imp hides and jen.... steps out of .. herselfe? so apparently the inp is a gargoly named .. well you can call him scree. Jen is in Astro projection form and needs to be taken to the Nexus! She gears up and crakes a few jokes only to find herself a pon in a major war!!!!! she is fighting on the side of Arella and must go to the city off..... ummmm it starts with an a a C i think... or an A not sure anyhooo she goes there and Scree expects her to fight? WHAT but jen is a humane gilr! how can she fight? soo they wander around run into the king who wont give up his crown to his sun and thus us casteing his whole relm into chaos! So who's Jared again? Why does he keep calling her half breed and whats with the Vampbraces? And if she fixes this relm does she hafe to go to the other 3? and what about Lewis her Bf? well play the AMAZEINGLY great and sometimes difficult game of Primal, And find out ! You'll LOVE IT!
ok..its ummmm 10:40 at night and i've got other stuff to do i'll try to find some linkage chow!

parents.....

2004-08-20T21:36:00.000-06:00

... uuugh i rreally was in a good mood until noneother than the parent pops in. uuuuuugh is it just their goal in life to suck the joy out of EVERYTHING? ok ok ok i get it soo I accidentially spilled ink on the carpet my bad...but its JUST INK! its not like it dosent come out...in a few days..... I mean yeah ok I get it I screwd up BIG time but c'mon he's been harpin on my for like everysecond of the past few days.. its not that bad of a spot either...... oiyiyi ....... but when all is said an done atleast i sdtill HAVE a dad right? I mean there are ppl out there who dont have anyone.... Kinda takes the point out of complaining huh....

a pain and a half!

2004-08-10T22:28:00.000-06:00

WEll today was Senior registration. GOD that was a paaain!. It was at 9:00 in the morning! what kind of lunatic makes a 17 yr old get up and deal with friggin ppl and schoool at 9:00 am!
Oi well anyhoo....
gosh i went in there with like 150.00 and came out with 30.00 JUST enough to go to Phandamonium!!! WHEW!
lets seee.. um i'm almost done with the first issue in the Manga wich by the way is called " The Call of Theyla"
Theyla pronounced pretty much just like its spelled but its a softer theee sound sot a strong thhh like in THey. I dont really have all that copy-wrighted yet i mean a liitle but not a lot sooo i'm not ganna give out any story line. But I'll give you some tid bits.
Main charactress = Hikazu Yume yeah funny name i know but it just sounds right for the character.
SUB Main Characters
Mimiri
Damion
Darius
W.T.M
and others.
so theres some of that incase you were wondeing.. lets seeee. OH! I finished comic 2 and am half-way through comic 3 of Unlimited Spiderman. Its actually really sweet Peters soooo cute...
it takes a while to get used to the art-work cause its new and different but after that its really great and the art work grows on ya. The dialogue is really funny most of the time theres lots of great jokes.
uuuuu i'm waiting for a friend to pop into instant meassager... waiting and waiting...
oh! my cousin is ganna be here tomorow shes flying in from AZ. Should be intresting... shes pretty cool i remember when i was little she gave me all sorts of art stuff and toys. lol I also recall her smashing my fingers in a door once.. lol that was interesting you know one of those things that like at the time theres know way you could laugh but thinking back on it its frigin halarious!... Oh! i also have to baby-sit tomorw iiiiiiiick ok ok its for a neighbor and shes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool she really is great so it shouldn't be a prob its just... kids really dont like me... i'm sooo serious.. too many times have i been puked on, snezzed on.. had my hare pulled.. whiped iiicky things on my cloths.... i know i know thats how little kids are i'm not mad at them or anything infact its kinda cute...just discusting.... reallllly reaaally discusting....
well i cut my hair last night its all cute and sholder length and bouncy... Nooo i didnt go to a barber shop I cut it. THATS RIGHT unassisted sniping! MUUUUHAHAHAHAAAA! And it looks great. infact I've been styling my own hair for a while its pretty simple. OI my friend sure is takeing his tiiiiiime....ohhh well. well i guess that just about does it for this blog c-ya

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2004-08-09T15:29:00.000-06:00

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I've been looking for music for like 3 days now and it looks like the only way to get it is to...*snifle* buy the CD's wich wouldn't be to bad...except I's have to order if from Japan AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Wich means LOTS of delivery charges..... AHHHCK
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ooooh well live screw-up then got luv's

oh! i almost forgot!

2004-08-09T13:01:00.000-06:00

ok so i'm writing a manga! hence all the inking lol for those of you who dont know a manga is kinda like a comic but different in lots of ways. Manga's usually express more emotion and nooo subject matter is taboo. oh and its read right to left. I recoment Cardcaptor Sakura or MARS or Vampire Game for beginers.
side note*
ok ok i officialy looove Jing.. And Scudelia Electro.... They've achieved CCS equality wich is very dificult to do...

Hey

2004-08-09T12:45:00.000-06:00

so what's up with everyone in the world?
lets see i'm cuddling with my cat listening to shout it loud & since yesterday
Scudelia electro! yeah!
soooo i took a break from inking to blog...
let's see
i woke up... took a shower... lol interesting thing i broke the shower door
oooooooppps xp
the shower has two sliding glass doors. it slides by having these small wheels on a track above and below the doors. lol
well the top one was off the track so it wouldn't slide very well. sure no prob i could fix that!
hehe... yeaaah no..
i sort of fixed the top but the top frame was off so i had to craw back in the shower/bath and push up and out for that . that wasn't tooo bad but when i tried too move it lol the bottom like swung out! soo i tried to fix that pop the top stick it to the bottom back to the top and stick the top back on.. easy... lol k it stayed for like two seconds... then dangled from the right hand corner.... i was inside the shower though ahhkkkkk i got stuck lol ok so i'm standing in the shower (after just takeing a shower) so i couldn't call dad for help... i couldn't move the damn top it got stuck... so my only option was the VERY small slit. i could fit through sideways... but i couldnt get my head through lol so i'm like halfway in halfe out with my face sqished ahainst the wall.. lol
luckily for me the hols tappered down into a liddle wider at the bottom.. kinda like a right triangle turned on the short leglol thank god i'm small... it was a tight fit but i got out ! yeah!!!!
lol so that was interesting.... and i spilled black ink alllll over my hands lol so there completly black and grey ha! i'm a bit of a clutz today!....

Hi

2004-08-08T22:52:00.000-06:00

OK well no ones posted coments yet but maybe that just cause i havent said anthing controversial...
ok well anyhoo
I'm listening to Scudelia electro SHOUT it LOUD! Great song
And my friend is important to me soo chow!

Happy first birthday pagey wagy!

2004-08-07T21:47:00.000-06:00

wow!
I can't beleive i'm actually going to doooo this lol... well cant turn back now right?
hmmm well
Hi everyone this is my FIRST post! ...obiously*.... Ok well here goes nothin'!
( BREAKS BOTTLE OF SAKE)
WOOOHOOOOOOO I'm a Blogger.
I wonder if anyone will actually read this?
wow...!! Ahhhhh I can't get over it... soooooo excited!!!!
Well umm what do you think i shoud do with the place.. er page?
First of all i HAVE to get a better template.. this basic black is ok but boooorrring so anyone know where I can get one just lead the way! lol
Soooo. hmmmmm what ammm I going to do?
I HAVE NOOOO CLUE!!! I guess I'll make it up as I go... maybe I'll post some pics.. some artwork... maby music downloads if I can.... hmmm I can make my comic an onliiiine comic..... OHHHH the possiblities are ENDLESS!!!
So happy birth day dear pagey Happy birth day to you
* Ok I'm a reallly bad speller but i'm sure everything will work out.. besides the oopsies give it character.
hmmmm to push publish or not to push publish THAT is a scary question....
.....hmmmmm........... PUSH!